| this thingy is stupid im not using it anymore! |
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| i just came to the realization about 5 seconds ago that i dont want what i wanted for 2 years any more because i like it the way it is now... are u proud of me? |
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| IM BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK! The trip was pretty fun i dont feel like writing out all the details but i just wanna say that i underestimated new jersey and the people there. |
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| i feel so constricted right now... i dont even know what that means or why i feel that way but i do. It's like my body isn't big enough for me. Maybe its cuz i havent stretched in over a week. And i'm very annoyed with people in general. why are people so oblivious? Or do they just choose to ignore the obvious? Oblivious and obvious... 2 words that always seem to come together, huh jenn? I am abnormal... i must b the only 16 year old girl in the world that would not be excited to spend the next 2 days on the beach and partying and probably getting drunk with her 20 year old cousin and his friends. OMG COLLEGE BOYS AHHH!!! Really whats the big deal? I've met them they r much less interesting than my friends. honestly, i'd rather not miss dance. I'm more excited about seeing the people from the studio and sharing florida pictures than this little outing. and if im getting drunk with someone i'd rather it be my frnds than people i dont know. I dont even like being around people i dont know, i can't talk to them... I DONT WANNA GO U CANT MAKE ME! but stephen is picking me up tonight so... sux 4 me...i wish i had someone coming with me so id have a comfort zone. why must i be so shy why cant i be one of those people who meets someone and talks to them like they've known them forever? whoever is reading this im sure u know me pretty well so that probably means that it took me like forever to open up to you... 2 days is not enough,so i'll just be uncomfortable yay!!
On a brighter note i have my 1st singing lesson with this new teacher today she seems really nice and she used to be in phantom on broadway so i hope this works out.
went to see fireworks at the freehold mall yesterday... we sat on shopping carts...i felt like such a jersey girl it was gross...i could never live outside of NYC i dont think i'd live... anyway we were really close and the fireworks were really really good and i dont even like fireworks. I just wished i wasnt there with my family and my cousins' friends. Next year we should all go to jones beach or into the city... even u ppl who claim ur not american. |
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| why is it that the only people out there that are attracted to me are the freaks and weirdos on the street? these 2 friggin idiots at the bus stop were trying to talk 2 me and they're like oh shes too young for us we gotta wait a few years... in the meantime got any older sisters? You must have a hundred boyfriends. (Yeah, ok) It was just one of those days where u really wish u stayed home and helped ur parents rewallpaper the dining room. I was like 2 blocks from home (at this point theres major thunder and lighning and im trying to high tail it home) and some weird lady with a harley shirt and a bird on her shoulder- yes a live bird starts saying almost died...spread his word... you are blessed...give his message to everyone...and she comes over to me and kisses my friggin ear!!!! UGH!! and damn did her breath smell like beer...today wasnt my day. |
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